he's gettin even awesome-er.

I love her, Nick
I love everything about her and I'm not a guy who says that lightly
I'm a guy who has faked love, his entire life
I thought love was just something idiots thought they felt
But this woman has a hold on my heart that I could not break if I wanted to
And there have been times that I wanted to
It has been, overwhelming, and humbling, and even painful at times
But I could not stop loving her anymore than I could stop breathing
I am hopelessly, irretrievably in love with her

 

More than she knows..

o__o *sobs*

#himym

One Less Bell To Answer / A House Is Not A Home

One less bell to answer
One less egg to fry
One less man to pick up after
I should be happy
But all I do is cry

Cry, cry no more laughter
I should be happy
Oh why did he go
I only know that since he left
My life's so empty

Though I try to forget it just can't be done
Each time the doorbell rings I still run
I don't know how in the world
To stop thinking of him
Cause I still love him so
I end each day the way I start out
Crying my heart out


One less man to pick up after
No more laughter, no more love
Since he went away

A chair is still a chair
Even when there's no one sitting there
Oh, I'm not meant to live alone
Turn this house into a home
When I climb the stairs and turn the key
Oh please, be there
Still in love with me

One less bell to answer
Each time the doorbell rings I still run
One less egg to fry

I got one less man to pick up after
No more laughter, no more love
Since he went away,
Since he went away all I do is cry


- Matthew Morrison & Kristin Chenoweth (Glee Ver.)

awkward

that awkward feeling

when somebody you love thinks that you are having an affair with somebody else you don't have feeling with

and you can do nothing about it.

hanya sebuah tulisan

suatu waktu, seorang anak manusia memandang ke arah langit-langit, bertanya pada dunia, dan yang terpenting pada dirinya sendiri,
"untuk apa aku dilahirkan?"
takdir Tuhan memang telah tertulis untuk seluruh umatnya, namun hanya anak-anak manusia yang berani maju ke barisan depan, mencurahkan segala daya, hati, dan pikirannya, bermimpi, dan tidak takut akan kegagalan,
maka Tuhan akan mengabulkan permohonannya, walaupun banyak tangis dan darah yang tertumpah.

suatu waktu, seorang anak manusia akan maju ke hadapan dunia dan berkata, "inilah aku, bukan orang lain, hanya seorang anak manusia yang mengejar mimpinya."

kita generasi matahari, generasi yang akan terus berpijar terang. kita generasi bintang, berbeda-beda dengan keunikan masing-masing.

kita, anak-anak manusia yang mengejar impiannya.

- dara antares (230312)




*terinspirasi Venus Aretha - Annisa Aditya Asa, miss you heaps girls, thank you for inspiring me this whole time :)

my fave site is closing :(

whyyyyyyyyy? :'(

Neues Jahr!

No more champagne
And the fireworks are through
Here we are, me and you
Feeling lost and feeling blue
It's the end of the party
And the morning seems so grey
So unlike yesterday
Now's the time for us to say...

Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have a vision now and then
Of a world where every neighbour is a friend
Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have our hopes, our will to try
If we don't we might as well lay down and die
You and I

Sometimes I see
How the brave new world arrives
And I see how it thrives
In the ashes of our lives
Oh yes, man is a fool
And he thinks he'll be okay
Dragging on, feet of clay
Never knowing he's astray
Keeps on going anyway...

Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have a vision now and then
Of a world where every neighbour is a friend
Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have our hopes, our will to try
If we don't we might as well lay down and die
You and I

Seems to me now
That the dreams we had before
Are all dead, nothing more
Than confetti on the floor
It's the end of a decade
In another ten years time
Who can say what we'll find
What lies waiting down the line
In the end of eighty-nine...

Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have a vision now and then
Of a world where every neighbour is a friend
Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have our hopes, our will to try
If we don't we might as well lay down and die
You and I

Happy New Year - ABBA

Yay!!!

I just can't ever forget how wonderful that day was :')


27 11 11

Cak Durasim - Surabaya

*and it's exactly a month after my birthday yay! 27 magic ;)