It's Okay, Let It Be That Way

I'm just as glad as usual
To come and see you again
The rain won't stop me, no it won't
I'll be coming through whatever it takes

'Cause to see you again,
I'll be hurdling with my emotions
I know I can't lie
with these feelings deep inside me
though I know it's impossible
it's okay, it's okay, let it be that way

So I come through the doors
Hoping to see your smile once more
And there you are, standing, greeting everyone
Just being as friendly as you can be

'Cause to stare at you again
I'll be hurdling with my emotions
I know I can't lie
with these feelings deep inside me
though I know it's impossible
it's okay, it's okay, let it be that way

The time runs, I'm sitting all alone
7.30 and it's getting cold here
Then you come, more than I can be dreaming of
You sit next to me and I know it's been a hard day..

'Cause to see your eyes tonight
I'll be hurdling with my emotions
I know I can't lie
I just can't take my eyes off you
I know it's too good to be true
it's okay, it's okay, let it be that way

Your eyes are red, you sigh,
You're quieter than before
You're staring at the news on TV
and wondering how things have changed
so fast, that you're not gonna be here anymore..

'Cause to listen to you sighing
I'll be hurdling with my emotions
I know I can't lie
I don't want to see you hurt
I know there's not much time left
I'm not okay, I'll be dying, missing you..

It's not like what I always see from you
not what I expected you will be
You're forcing to smile, you want me to laugh
You don't want me to worry 'bout you
and that time I know,
I'm looking at the other side of you
The side you don't really show to everybody else

'Cause to see you faking your smiles,
I'm hurt, yes I totally am
I know I can't lie,
I want to help you through the days
though I know I'm nothing for you,
it's okay, it's okay, let me be here just for a while..

Still I'm counting down everyday
To the time when you'll be going, faraway
I want to treasure your smile
I want to remember these memories
and keep thinking of you,
I'll keep the memories warm,
just like your cup of coffee you made me drink,
and it really warms my heart..

and here I am, staring alone at your name
I don't know what will happen next
Just then you show up,
it's not long, still it means the world to me

'Cause to speak to you again tonight
is the best thing that can happen today
and as always I say,
when it comes to you, you're still the sweetest salt I know
I know I can't lie,
I'll be missing you so much,
Missing the way you sit next to me
Please promise me you'll come back
and until that day I'll be waiting..

I know I can do nothing,
I'm just too naive
I don't deserve to hold you here
yet 'Goodbye' is the word I don't want to say

So please take care of yourself,
there must be someone better for you out there..
Stay beautiful, awesome, crazy, and wonderful as always
It's okay, it's okay, I'll keep thinking of you

It's okay, It's okay,
Thank you for everything..





:')

010211 / 0915am
from sugar for the salt *probably for the pepper too
*originally made by dara.antares